Nighmarish...but sitting next to the sun.

Image by Peter Fristedt via Flickr

I think hanging out w/ Miss 6 in Sweden is giving me a big head. I'm really starting to lurvvveee myself. Wondering if I am just delusional, like..ahem...someone who thinks the earth revolves around her, the small cranky animal. That's u, Miss 6.
Her dad called her that, and I disagree, because there is nothing small about that girl.

Spent the last two days on the beach, once with Evel, and yest with Miss 6 and her dad. Had much fun walking around w. Miss 6 and watching men turn their heads. She looks sooo pretty with this hair, yall! Wait till u see!!!

Been thinking a lot lately about what I want to do with my life. Seriously considering a move to Romania. Not sure, though,if I can get loans there. Realized I am completely avoiding my parents again. I hate that I do that. But even thinking of them makes me uneasy about myself. I should have gone home, I think. Not because I am not having a good time...but because I wonder if I will ever fix that. I am just happier with myself without them in my life. Being with them makes me less sure of my self, and who I am. Thoughts of them fill me with a certain malaise.

In other news, I have a list of things to do in Karlskrona, written by David, aka...my personal bartender, according to him.
#1,3,4 on the list is him. He wishes...
Here are some other things on the list:
* Steal a Pripps Bla glass from Niva ..check!!
* Jump into Ocean from 7m diving board @ Stul Holmen (sp?) ..check!!
* Dance on Stripper Pole at Play.bar...not happening (we did it b4 it opened, did it count?)
* Have a Bortamatch (Christian, where are you?) -p.s. that's have a one night stand at his place. =)
* Spend a night in a drunk tank at the jail....Maybe if Im nice to the police, i can get a quick pic there?

I want me some Bobby Kennedy, but he is always out of town when i am in town and vice versa.