so here's what it's like to be engaged..

everybody keeps asking me, so there:

It's very filling. Basically, from the moment you anounce the engagement everybody wants to meet you, and in our lil' part of the world that means food. There's always food. Food and desert. We've been invited almost every day (sometimes twice a day!) to someone's or with someone to some place which sometimes involves just a cake, but mostly involves a whole meal.
I feel my heart beating slowly, fighting for more blood.. yet I cant stop eating, of course..
So there.

And dont think that means WE'RE not gonna eat some more when I get to debs :D

meet maayan

meet my new niece her name is ma'ayan
im gald i came sooner but im so sad that i didnt get to hold this little one at least im happy that my nephew never forgets me :) i hope she dosent i really want to go back home and make her lugh (sobbing)

First thing's first!

I just want to congratulate our beloved 'rock chick' for finally making it official w her hottie. CONGRATULATIONS and may you both be very old and cranky together! :D

Ta Da!!

ok I know it's about time I actually added something of value to this blogg (or at least something pretaining to have value of sorts...) - after all, I've been reading all along...
Such a brilliant idea. And such a fun way to keep up to date (?) with what everyone's been up to!
A lot seemingly, all my single friends..!! Ah, the single days... tihihi
After a lovely time in the big apple, Im back at my parents' place. This summer, for me, has been the first time in years during which I've felt a little bit like a holiday, haven't had any time off for soooooooooooo long! so I feel somewhat recharged.
NYC was interesting, nice, full of the man's family (which is lovely by the way!) and, of course, shopping... duh! Even worked a little- not nearly as much as I hoped, but made decent money for the hours I have worked so can't complain. Everyone is asking how I liked the big city, and honestly - it was nice, fun, but not THAT special. Guess I had a different experience than others, plus I've travelled and seen enough to not be astonished by it. I loved the buildings in some parts, the atmosphere in other parts, and naturally- did I mention the shopping??? :)
Was sad to leave, but was really looking forward to going back to my own little hell of a country.. is it holy? probably. Hot like hell? yes, but not as much so as ole' Debbie apprantly!! but its home. The air feels like home (makes my hair terribly flat and oily, yuch!), the whole area between my folks and where the man's from feels like home, my friends' old photo albums, huh... :D
My bff here is getting married. That makes me the (almost) last single one among the ladies. Well, kind of single.. not sure how I feel about that. Out of my bigger balder and harrier friends (aka MEN) there's only one married... Went to his wedding last week, same evening after landing here, was tired, jetlegged and got waaaaaaaaaay drunk on excellent local cabarnet, which naturally lead to yours clumsy truly falling awckwardly on the dance floor at the wedding and embarassing herself in front of everyone.. Who were too drunk themselves to notice, except the Man. Always sober (and driving, bless him!)
Lots of reunions with friends whom I havent seen anything between 3 and 12 years. I love it!! So many were lost to me, but have now been found, makes my heart full of love!
And soon a new year will start. On the plus list: reuniting with my lovely friends (you guys), whom I miss dearly, privacy of my own home in which the Man could not escape and will have to submit to my deepest devious desires (muhahahaha!). On the not-so-plus list: my flat is now a sauna, will have to keep a house again (shopping, cooking, cleaning.. oh well. Cant live like a princess forever), and school.

And now, I shall have to go back to seeing if any of my so called friends would actually like to do something this evening, and start planning the weekend (this family for friday dinner, that family branch for saturday lunch, another for dinner, complicated when everyone wants to feed you..)

oh- couple more things:

1. Been so nice to read about everyone!! But I have to say: best story goes to.. Miss Lucifer!! Hope you ended up having a mad orgy with the lot of them (I so would!!)

2. NewWrldYankee- where have you disappeared to?? want to know whats up!

I shall now retire to more food and coffee with the parental units until Mr Man comes to pick me up in his chariot (which has only recently gone back to action and will probably return to its dormant state soon enough, hopefuly after we've left..)
Love from the steaming middle east!

Am getting laid tonight...wait and see

Nighmarish...but sitting next to the sun.

Image by Peter Fristedt via Flickr

I think hanging out w/ Miss 6 in Sweden is giving me a big head. I'm really starting to lurvvveee myself. Wondering if I am just delusional, like..ahem...someone who thinks the earth revolves around her, the small cranky animal. That's u, Miss 6.
Her dad called her that, and I disagree, because there is nothing small about that girl.

Spent the last two days on the beach, once with Evel, and yest with Miss 6 and her dad. Had much fun walking around w. Miss 6 and watching men turn their heads. She looks sooo pretty with this hair, yall! Wait till u see!!!

Been thinking a lot lately about what I want to do with my life. Seriously considering a move to Romania. Not sure, though,if I can get loans there. Realized I am completely avoiding my parents again. I hate that I do that. But even thinking of them makes me uneasy about myself. I should have gone home, I think. Not because I am not having a good time...but because I wonder if I will ever fix that. I am just happier with myself without them in my life. Being with them makes me less sure of my self, and who I am. Thoughts of them fill me with a certain malaise.

In other news, I have a list of things to do in Karlskrona, written by David, aka...my personal bartender, according to him.
#1,3,4 on the list is him. He wishes...
Here are some other things on the list:
* Steal a Pripps Bla glass from Niva ..check!!
* Jump into Ocean from 7m diving board @ Stul Holmen (sp?) ..check!!
* Dance on Stripper Pole at Play.bar...not happening (we did it b4 it opened, did it count?)
* Have a Bortamatch (Christian, where are you?) -p.s. that's have a one night stand at his place. =)
* Spend a night in a drunk tank at the jail....Maybe if Im nice to the police, i can get a quick pic there?

I want me some Bobby Kennedy, but he is always out of town when i am in town and vice versa.

I don't want to anymore

I have 2 more shifts of waitressing and i simply don't want to go there anymore... i signed up for working every second day and still... i didnt get shit done. I just slept ---why am i so tired? Oh, right, i had to sleep away the nigth before.

God, heartache's a bitch. And being friends w someone who is gonna have their heart broken isn't very much fine either. You see everything so clearly, that it's all going down the drain, and you can't do shit about it. Just talk and talk... and realise your friend doesn't hear you...bc she LOVES.

Love is probably the most irrational thing there is.

I'm sitting here letting time pass so i don't have to think about work anymore. Mtv is on, and I truly developed a hatred for these mf-stupid commercials... Mtv you suck! It's 50% of these sell-whatever you can-as fast as you can-commercials. Like all the things you 'should' download to your cellphone... how on earth did the last decade-without-cell-phones survive wo all of these blinking, talking and purely annoying things?

I agree, TV makes you dummer. Unless you find the remote control. Kids, earn how to use the remote control! Or better yet, learn how to turn the TV off.

Ok, enough complaining. Deep down im really happy, this is just me having fun w the thought of what can go wrong. But now it's just 2 more days of work then i have to swap legs for brain. Which is... let me be honest - not an easy task to complete!

So talk to ya later babes, enjoy your day and make sure to appreciate whatever doesn't go wrong today... :)